One year ago exactly today I made a decision that would forever alter the course of my life 🙏🙏🙏 The picture on the left is me I’m sad I’m #depressed I’m full of #anxiety I’m utterly #unhappy #angry at everyone and everything and just didn’t know how much more I could take of living an unfulfilling mediocre life. I had no energy I was depleted of vitamins and nutrients because of a crappy prepackaged food diet fad I had tried I had no motivation to work out nor the strength and I just didn’t want to feel this way anymore I couldn’t even force a smile if I tried. Although I had everything I could ever wanted a Home children a spouse and a pretty darn good high-paying job I was still unhappy. I was blaming everyone else for my unhappiness but I realized I needed to look inward to find the true source of what was causing my pain. I didn’t love myself therefore I couldn’t show love to others I was full of negative energy even though I wanted to be positive and happy and live an amazing life but somehow I had forgotten how but I wanted to learn to be better and do better so I signed up with my coach because I wanted what she had she was happy she was fulfilled she was healthy and she believed in what she was doing. I wanted that so bad it hurt I wanted it so bad I cried every night and prayed and hoped for that to be my life I prayed for friends I prayed for happiness I prayed to get off the damn couch and to stop watching the damn Netflix endlessly. I was tired of it all... i was stuck in a rut I didn’t want to be that person anymore I wanted to leave my house I wanted to be around people I wanted friends and I wanted to be a person I could be proud of hold my head up high and have confidence and self-esteem. One year later I can post the picture on the right with full confidence unabashedly bearing my soul and transformation in social media in the hopes of changing lives... even if it’s just one life I change it is completely worth it cuz my coach helped me to change mine 💜💜💜 I’m never going back to that sad, depressed mom I’m living the #bestlife that I truly deserve full of light, love,happiness, travel, friends and fulfillment 🦋🦋🦋 I’m living out my dreams
#depressed #anxiety #unhappy #angry #bestlife
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