Good evening,
Tomorrow is February 17, 2021. A year ago on that day, I had a “Bilateral Saplingectomy” and Hysterectomy”. Every day my heart hurts. So I’ll be logging off.
Here’s my poem:
“Womb Reality”
I am made of beautiful things
My mind creates beautiful dreams
My heart beats to beautiful souls
Although I can’t bring humans out of my love below
I’m still all woman, I tell myself
In the dark sometimes, my tears whisper something else
They tell me how life’s unfair
How can you have so much love for others?
But still can’t bare...
a life
A life that has my feet, my skin, my hair, my nose, my eyes
My crazy personality and elevated fashion drive
I talk to you, you know in the Sky
As crazy as it sounds, I feel like you’re alive
I feel like god is holding you in heaven but you can’t enter through me
But maybe you’ll come through someone else’s anatomy
I’m on the earth to teach you, I just haven’t met you yet
Or maybe you’re in another home and you’ll come to me from another’s regret
Either way, I welcome you with open arms
I’ll love you the way I know how and try to protect you from harm
Until then, I may be sad some days until we meet
But I will always hope in my future, you will come to me
This is dedicated to anyone suffering from the grief that I feel. Love y’all 😢💔😘
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#hysterectomy #hysterectomyrecovery #childbearing #children #baby #infertility #infertilityawareness #cope #coping #suffering #auntie #auntielife #grief #griefjourney #poetry #poem #heartbroken #anger #depresssion #depressionhelp #awareness
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