asking for prayer 🙏🏼 getting closer and closer to labor. honestly this whole pregnancy i have not really wanted to face that reality. you know, the part where we gotta get this girl earthside. my first labor was longggg and terribly excruciating. if you’ve ever experienced back labor, you know. and if you haven’t, you really don’t. i’m truly convinced there is nothing more physically painful you could experience. id really love to go completely unmedicated again, but if it’s back labor round two, let’s just say the epidural isn’t off the table. anywaysss, i still believe in birth without fear. embracing it rather than fighting it. so asking for all the prayers for what’s to come. i need my mind to get there. pray for peace and bravery and courage and strength physically and mentally. that i would surrender and be still to the process. pray for my husbands peace of mind and energy. for wisdom in comforting me as well. (he was completely heartbroken to see me like that and i think he was more traumatized than me ha.) pray for a safe safe safe delivery for me and baby girl. that she comes strong and healthy. pray for my sweet son and the way his world is about to change. pray that he feels comfortable and loved and valued through any confusion. and just for all of our hearts through this transition. that it would be gentle on us all around! please & thank you. 💛
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