Feeling blue •
Here I am, in Hannover, with people I love and good days behind and ahead of me. Yet I’m feeling blue. I woke up sad this morning and I couldn’t shake it off. Now I’m trying to feel the emotion. And I try to be okay with having a day like this on my summer vacation - that I imagined to be pure bliss and happiness. I have to be okay with it being what it is. I have to be okay with feeling what I feel, even when I’m not. I cannot change my heart. Nor do I want to anymore. •
This vacation is emotionally challenging. I can feel how this experience is having an effect on me. How sitting long and often is what I want and where I meet my limits. How experiencing many things is what I long for and how all the impressions can be much to process for me. How I love to spend lots of time with people and how I need time alone. •
Having my reality challenged in these ways is what’s so hard. I don’t know how to react. I don’t have it all figured out. •
I’m a leaf on the river. Change is the constant that keeps being the current of my life. •
Maybe this is a lesson in surrendering to this stream. Well, I’m trying my best. Xx
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