I don’t know about you, but I absolutely want to enjoy motherhood. Eden was unplanned and I had PPD and anxiety for almost a year after she was born. I also wasn’t working outside of the home. There were a lot of mixed emotions about motherhood, but I did know that I absolutely LOVED her and that I had dreams. I wasn’t “ready” for a child. I wasn’t where I wanted to be financially, career wise...being a mom just makes that even harder. I felt as if I was already letting her down. So I thought. It was actually a super toxic thought life. Thinking that way just made me covet my ambition and it took away the joys of #momlife.
FF to now, I absolutely LOVE being a mom. My love for Eden drives me to not only provide experiences for her when we are together, but it drives me to be a better steward of my entrepreneurial endeavors.
It wasn’t until I made the decision to CHOOSE, every day, to love the life and roles that God gave me that this happened. I still have my days, but ultimately my love for motherhood/being Eden’s mom has made me a better woman and #millmom.
Not to mention, my hairstyling skills have gone all the way up! 😂😂😂
#momlife #millmom
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