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Be kind to all - Everyone is fighting a battle u may not see. The last 2wks have been endlessly tough. Im blogging a post inspired by those online who help me for they truly get it. At 28 my life has had complexity others my age may not have faced. Remembering then others havent had the opportunity to live to 28 or have seen so many worse things. My battle today is an illness where my large & small intestine are 95% paralysed. This makes so much we take for granted in life, complex. Its over 18mths since we realised something serious was happening & just as it goes, slowly it has continued to progress & shut down. Its rare & on the outside lots of us look healthy & then it hits a certain point where things go too far & other interventions are needed. On ave i spend every 3wks needing an intervention but the last 2 wks these have been unsuccessful to ease the pain & discomfort. Truthfully perservering is hard when every day is hard work with it. This quote above I absolutely love. We can spend our lives trying to succeed, please others, live well & do the best we can. But in the end if u have the best car, house or clothes, or the best social life, what does it really count if u cannot enjoy ur car or home, or wear the clothes or cannot get out like u wished u could or ur world heaps on a reality check as friends no longer just check in to simply see how u are. Out of sight out of mind. There is a world out there im thankful for, inspiring online friends living with it, for those who get it, those who love even if they dont, those with patience & see its not an excuse, its not being antisocial out of choice, its not in ur mind, nor is it spiritual. It just is what it is, sickness & pain. Health is Wealth. Next time u get stomach flu or pain imagine it stays week after week, month after month. It is so important not to fall into a whirl of self pity but there is never a more important time for validating reality & the journey in all its toughness. Feeling grateful for well days & for ppl who bless my life in love, friendship & prayer. Then for days like those of recent where im thankful 4 tears, trusting God for a future beyond what a limited human mind can see💕

Be kind to all - Everyone is fighting a battle u may not see. The last 2wks have been endlessly tough. Im blogging a post inspired by those online who help me for they truly get it. At 28 my life has had complexity others my age may not have faced. Remembering then others havent had the opportunity to live to 28 or have seen so many worse things. My battle today is an illness where my large & small intestine are 95% paralysed. This makes so much we take for granted in life, complex. Its over 18mths since we realised something serious was happening & just as it goes, slowly it has continued to progress & shut down. Its rare & on the outside lots of us look healthy & then it hits a certain point where things go too far & other interventions are needed. On ave i spend every 3wks needing an intervention but the last 2 wks these have been unsuccessful to ease the pain & discomfort. Truthfully perservering is hard when every day is hard work with it. This quote above I absolutely love. We can spend our lives trying to succeed, please others, live well & do the best we can. But in the end if u have the best car, house or clothes, or the best social life, what does it really count if u cannot enjoy ur car or home, or wear the clothes or cannot get out like u wished u could or ur world heaps on a reality check as friends no longer just check in to simply see how u are. Out of sight out of mind. There is a world out there im thankful for, inspiring online friends living with it, for those who get it, those who love even if they dont, those with patience & see its not an excuse, its not being antisocial out of choice, its not in ur mind, nor is it spiritual. It just is what it is, sickness & pain. Health is Wealth. Next time u get stomach flu or pain imagine it stays week after week, month after month. It is so important not to fall into a whirl of self pity but there is never a more important time for validating reality & the journey in all its toughness. Feeling grateful for well days & for ppl who bless my life in love, friendship & prayer. Then for days like those of recent where im thankful 4 tears, trusting God for a future beyond what a limited human mind can see💕