First of all,i dont think it will be triggering but just to make sure: PTW,life update
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I am so desperated. I just feel like i cant manage it. So many things happened in the last few weeks and got too hard to handle.
Firstly,i got some bad grades in school. I know i can make it up but it makes me feel like a failure anyways.
Secondly,i have some serious problems with money. I have a certain amount for a month. It would be enough i think,not too much but if i buy the cheapest brands and dont go out (eating out,coffee shops,bars) i can manage it under the budget maybe. But,christmas is coming. And ofc i am happy about it. But you know,presents..they would cost so much. And i dont say that the people dont worth the money! Of course they do. But i have to buy food too. And it makes me feel so bad. I mean i could easily restrict and simply dont eat. And then,i could buy some really good stuff for my loved one...i know it is a bad strategy but it seems the only way
And for last,i applied some (a lot actually) jobs. But they didnt wrote or called me back yet. And i am so scared i dont get a job before christmas..
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Thats all i think.
Hope you are doing better and better day by day. Dont forget: you fucking can do this 💪💕
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