Ok, let’s be honest I grew up in a house when screaming and shouting was the number one way how to solve problems😣. My mum used to overreact so badly over every single little thing that would happen. She would be like crazy busy all the time not having time to do everything in her day... And I always kept telling myself “Omg, I never want to be like her!” Well, guess what happened???🤔 I remember when my sister started to telling me “You are just like mum” and I couldn’t believe it. It felt like a slap in the face and I kept being in my denial zone for a while.
Did it help me? No freaking way I was becoming worse and worse. I will be totally honest with you I wasn’t a nice person to be around sometimes. I used to lose my temper so easily😔. I always felt really bad about it, but that was all that I knew. That was the only way I knew how to solve problems.
I kept blaming my mum for the way I was for a very long time.
Until this year when I realized I can actually change that. This is just a pattern I remember from when I was a child, but I’m a powerful creature 💪 and I can change how I react to things. I can choose and I can change anything that I have believed in till now (or that time). And that was a super huge wake up call for me.
You can change your beliefs. You can change anything you believe at the moment if you have the desire and if you are ready to take the action.
What was your biggest wake up call on your journey thus far?💕
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