“You know that kind of jobs that consume your day up and force you to find another time to do what you like? Well, I have this job. My job starts just before the sunset and occupies the majority of night. When I return to my home, I either go to bed or live the night. If I go to the bed, I have nothing important to do in the morning except waiting for my work time! Therefore, I often choose to live the night. Its darkness and calmness give me too much pleasure and peace I rarely find in the morning when all people are awake! I spend the whole time listening to music, watching movies, and thinking about a lot of different things. Overthinking is a terrible devastating disease. I discovered this later. Don’t think too much! Stay superficial! Or you gonna use CNS depressants to shut down the whole system when you gotta sleep. It’s your choice.
When the dawn is over and the sun begins to rise, I feel exactly what the vampire does when he gets out of his coffin to find himself under the light of sun! Trust me, it’s a hideous and painful feeling. You don’t know how much power is required to overcome the sound of people walking just outside your house, that of cars racing in the streets, or the voice of some neighbors fighting about the apocalypse! I wished once if they were hallucinations, at least you can make them vanish by certain drugs! They’re real disturbing things unfortunately. Over many nights I’ve turned to a nyctophilic creature which added to being introvert too. When I walk down the streets between people heading to a certain destination, I’m almost having some sort of phobia. To what exactly this phobia is toward? I guess not to the wide open places but instead to these movable pawns of misery!”
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